Saturday, July 9, 2016

Beauty's Queen Lifes' issue

https://youtu.be/tewZf-tGV88


I have a lot to say about this issue because I am very close to what is happening. if you check out my blog from October 2015 you will see my thoughts on Law enforcement and killing because my first cousin Adam was killed by the police at that time in Warrior Alabama. At the time of that blog as was in deep pain because I love him and was close to him and I began to see things clearer. I also did a short film about that called voice of the children that I will post on my YouTube so that you are able to see.

life is short and there is no time or reason to carry and harbor resentment or anger towards someone without knowledge of their motives and even if they set out to do that I need to still forgive them for my own sake if any!

Thursday, April 14, 2016

Beautys Queen Life's Issues : Commitment

this episode I talk about an issue with commitment that I realize I had and wanting to work through, what's your issue today? http://youtu.be/JjbCV2MIsms

Thursday, March 17, 2016

Beauty's Queen Lifes issues Episode 15

http://youtu.be/n8psqd7e2Y0
http://youtu.be/n8psqd7e2Y0

Thanks for coming to my site to check out my blog; share in my joy and all that I have to give to you.; with love !

Sunday, March 6, 2016

Episode 14

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzgrOBL4y1M&sns=tw via @youtube



Hello and thanks for coming to my blog site my new entry is up; click the link above to watch the new episode. Certain seasons cause more blogging 😘😍 thanks for watching

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Blog entry 1

Hello; Shalom, Aloha, Bonjour, Hola and to all the ones I am unsure how to spell welcome! :)

I usually do a video blog and maybe add writing to it but today I am doing a write only; hints the name entry 1. although I am primarily a writer; (more conversationalist then proper) I am also a producer in which I visualize what I write; and that my people is the reason why I decided to do a video blog; amongst other reasons( watch episode one).  over my next three video blogs I will be conducting interviews these interviews will then be the follow up of the season.... just so I can feel as though I am doing something in a timely manner. another reason I am just taking the time to write as oppose to video talk is because this is at a transition (by this I mean my blog) I don't think I am going to continue with the current name "Random thoughts, Happenings and Ideas. " only because my thoughts although seemingly random are not so random at all. But I am indeed Beauty's Queen! an one name can be tricky,just because people like catchy things. 

I realized even now that my purpose for this blog is not to be popular or to catch a lot of peoples attention; but instead to keep those attention who pay attention. I'm not saying one thing or another is exactly what it shall be but I am going to say my truth as it comes to me. no pressure from others to be someone I'm not or Ideas from other hearts. no need for view numbers to be high because one is good enough for me. Even if I share too much of my heart for some it's good for me. 

okay all that being said I have a question for anyone who would be willing to answer it.

How do you commit yourself to a road with five before you with certainty?

I have been in limbo about focus, although my thought is always "first things first" I mostly jump ahead at least three to four steps; which causes me to lose focus faster than not. I am at this moment wanting to focus on one thing. I have not decided as of yet if I will share that one thing within this blog. so for now I will call it a thorn in my side. why is it a thorn in my side you ask? because I have been struggling with it for years ; sometimes winning but mostly losing. I know how to win but  as in a lot of things it takes focus to do so with something that is strong. I am like a boxer who gave the opponent the ole one two, he fell down and I turned around jumping in victory then he used his legs to make me trip. I know what you are thinking don't turn your back on your enemy and such is truth; but what do you do when it's more of a fight with a loved one? in life you have people that are there for the long haul and those people you fight with and disagree with but they are there to stay, so at some point in your fight you let your guard down and it is preposterous to think that you can always be on guard without fail. the thought sounds good but.... well as of right now this is my guard; and my focus. I am attempting to just do the first thing. 

If I leave you hanging on these thoughts its because I am hanging on these thoughts! who figures everything one in one sitting? until we chat again 

I'm Beauty's Queen!